To let love go

To let love go

To let love go, after all the wait, after all the hopes and dreams, to let love go…

After all the failure and nostalgia, after all the mistakes and anxiety from all the fairy tales and sad endings, from the tears, the wings and the chains, to let love go without offering a battle, without trying to rule again the world of pink clouds, without being capable to move my fingers towards you, without saying a word, screaming with my eyes the anxiety of my desires…

To let the charm go in the middle of a disappointment fog and the bittersweet taste of fermentation, in the middle of a scandal from the screaming of fear and life’s promises…

To let love go, with a hard heart in a burst of wisdom and neutrality, to let love go before my eyes, the love of my heart, to let it vanish with all my heart’s crazy desires, and my childish illusions, to let this love go…

Is that really fair and necessary? ….

To let go another beautiful love, is my present, my test, my destiny…

To let go again the dreams, the illusions that are once again platonic and inopportune in my life, is the stigma of karma in my destiny, to let this love go, for loyalty to life and freedom, ignore my primitive heartbeat and to love in the world of space and dreams, no tears, no wait, no chains, no battles…


Original in Spanish: Dejar ir el amor

Citlalli Ayala R.S.M 2016-09-16

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